Thanks everyone - sorry have been quiet - been out and about in studios and also so called smart phone decided to have a lobotomy

So far have done Mirror, Mail, Star, Radio 5 live, Anne Diamond, BBC Oxford and This morning. Everyone was lovely at all times - really supportive and caring and interested. I hope this really helps and makes a difference for us all, and also for those of us who are still suffering in silence, not knowing what they have and not knowing they are not alone.
And to all of you - thank you for your kind words. If I can pay back anything for the help and support I've had I will. I was just emailing Malory - if I'd not found this site when I did, or the mebo site - well - you are all life savers. I could not have turned my life around without the support I've had from the comunity. I owe you all so much.
So thanks to all of you.
Ellie xxxx