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feeling suicidal only just found out

Postby beautifulsoul39 » Sat Aug 17, 2013 11:02 pm

Hi I've spent so many years of my life being bullied ,people can be so cruel I pray one day that I could wake up and no longer smell sometime I feel like screaming yes actually I wash at the top of voice and tell the people laughing behind me I heard what they said ,id love for people to see the real me hidden soo deep ,laugh out loud without holding my breath :'(
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Re: feeling suicidal only just found out

Postby dodge1980 » Sun Aug 18, 2013 6:01 pm

Oh honey. Now you know what the problem is you now have power. Get to know the disorder and take control of it. You are not the one with the problem. They are.

Take care of yourself and try and stay positive. Stressing about it really only makes it worse. I've been where you sound to be and its bloody miserable, i was even asked by my boss if I used soap and water to wash, I seriously felt like coming back with "not I use dog poo, is that not right?", and I wish I had. That was a pretty low point. But now you have a diagnosis you have things to work with.

Chin up mate and keep battling.
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