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Re: friends

PostPosted: Wed Aug 17, 2011 3:57 pm
by flower
Just want to say something,

I also said something on facebook but didn't remember me just what I wrote, it was november 2010, and the day that I was sure that I had this and i just wrote :

that i was lucky that I am not made to be really depressed, that there are always other ways we can take in our life.......

I know I wrote this the day after i get my diagnose and people on my workplace were just staring at me and didn't know what to say, I just knew that they knew what I was going through and they were just shocked....

I told it to my collegue but I could just feel that everybody knows what I wanted to say.....

I just told it to the whole world who knows I have body odour but only with this words.....

but I had some telephones that day what there was with me ? Maybe they didn't understand what I was saying with another way in life..... I just meant to say ....we can look for other things in life......

Maybe there is not much difference between all of us people,

I guess we all want to have a place in the world, we all want to be accepted, and we all want to be unique, we all are looking for respect and to love and to be loved .....

And you have all sort of peope, rich or poor, we are all just the same, in a way...

Flower

Re: friends

PostPosted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 6:56 pm
by flower
Hi idealist,

Thanks for your answers,
I realise I have to much passion for the site of tmau and the internet, I think have some addiction.
I am sometimes worried about what people say, it they answer me, if they don't answer me....
Sometimes paranoia,....
It will have an influence on my personal life.... after a while.....

I hope I can stay away from the computer for a while.
But I guess sometimes I just want to go to the site,....and maybe sometimes answering....

It doesn't matter to me what disorders I have, I will try to cope with everything I can. And i will be happy !
I am going to do CBT or talk to a professional,.... but I think I have not to create more and more problems and don't want to become dependent from professionals on a regular base,

When I stay to have problems I just have to look for an other direction in my life.

We will see, we must just have trust in future,

Take care, Flower

Re: friends

PostPosted: Mon Aug 22, 2011 5:05 pm
by flower
Who is going to understand not having this ??????

I think I just need people with same issues.....

But coming to much on the site becomes unhealthy for me....

My son is asking me when we are going to eat dinner late in the evening ,
my daughter asking me why I am so addicted, she doesn't understand,
my husband thinking I am hours on facebook and says that this is not normal anymore,.....

I just think we need some people with the same thing who understand each other so well,
because even no professional can imagine why we feel like we feel...
Who is going to understand not having this.....

So I don't really want to go off.....
...but our real life is our daily life.....

Flower

Re: friends

PostPosted: Fri Oct 14, 2011 11:36 am
by flower
I am not so often on the computer anymore
I am glad about it,

I just said the wrong words to the nicest people,
I just hurt the people who deserve the most respect,
I just asked more and more and more of the most helpful people

I hope it ever stops now that I can give them back what they deserve

We are MORE than a WEAK person.
In fact we are all STRONG if we only open our eyes and use the power of the possibilities we have.

We just learned to relative
and we just know what is important in life and what is not important in life

And all perfectionist they will never find happyness
Just open your eyes and enjoy the imperfect perfect things around.

We have just to open our eyes ....and we will see how perfect the world is in fact being so imperfect

Flower

Re: friends

PostPosted: Sun Oct 23, 2011 8:28 am
by flower
I take a decision to change my direction in a lot of ways.
All emotions have a reason : being confused, anxious, mad, sad, being sarcastic, missing someone,….
But feelings just come and go, ….
But there are two ways
Complaining and making from every day a struggle of life
or being creative
We can just make a challenge to be creative with feelings. We can put the immense energy to challenge opportunities, to create some beautiful things, flower arranging, art, sports, watching a football game, helping people, …..just doing something what makes us happy or what makes other people happy……Everything what makes us happy will be the right way….
Create positive things, even from negative emotions, make it all positive.
Just being in the moment will take all the worries away and makes us enjoy the now.
Just sometimes looking back if we are on the right way. Never be afraid if a way end.
Just be creative and accept your life as a gift… you will never be missing something or someone…
You will just be open for the things and the people on your way…. and it will make you happy !

Flower

Re: friends

PostPosted: Wed Nov 09, 2011 3:44 pm
by idealist
Hi flower hope you and your family are well? Lovely post x

Re: friends

PostPosted: Fri Nov 11, 2011 9:21 am
by flower
Hi idealist,
Thanks, I am very fine. I am following the diet. It seems to help to feel better but hope there is also improvement...
Flower

Re: friends

PostPosted: Thu Dec 15, 2011 6:57 pm
by idealist
Hi flower,
Glad you are doing okay and the diet seems to be working so far ;)

Re: friends

PostPosted: Sat Dec 17, 2011 6:23 pm
by flower
Thanks for supporting me with the diet and congratulations you are enjoying your life at the univ and socialising.

I was always wondering what the influence from the group pressure is by young adults or teenagers. But maybe it also depends from the different personalities and your own personality,.....

I have almost had only positive and helping reactions from family and my best friends about tmau.
But my friends don't live with me on a daily base.

My collegues and family live with me on a daily base. But my family is used to it and if I ever have to change jobs, I will survive.
But I can't survive without my family and best friends, I guess.

Flower